I Wanna Be Lonely No More!!!
"Do you ever think about death?" I was in my coaching class sitting next to Aditya and listening to our sir going on and on when he suddenly asked me this." Yeh tujhe kya hua, anything wrong?"." Nahi yaar I was just asking if you ever think about death coz sometimes I do and then I get all worked up.....I don't wanna die alone."
Yes dude I do think about death. Death and loneliness my 2 greatest fears. Fear of losing my loved ones and fear of having no one to turn to. Its one of those days when you are in a pensive mood and your mom tells you that one of her friend has died due to some ailment and then dad comes home and tells you that his colleague's teenage son has died due to leukemia, that really set you thinking on how unpredictable life can be. Its when your best friend, a guy you have known since you were in prep, tells you that he will soon be shifting to Bangalore and leaves you all alone and friendless, that you realize that its only you in the end and no one will always be there for you to take you through this journey we call life.
Yes dude I do think about death. Death and loneliness my 2 greatest fears. Fear of losing my loved ones and fear of having no one to turn to. Its one of those days when you are in a pensive mood and your mom tells you that one of her friend has died due to some ailment and then dad comes home and tells you that his colleague's teenage son has died due to leukemia, that really set you thinking on how unpredictable life can be. Its when your best friend, a guy you have known since you were in prep, tells you that he will soon be shifting to Bangalore and leaves you all alone and friendless, that you realize that its only you in the end and no one will always be there for you to take you through this journey we call life.
Do we even know what the future has in store for us?!!
Will our family be always there to love and support us?!!
Will our friends be there with us through thick and thin?!!
These are questions that can never be answered.........................
So what exactly do I mean by writing this post! My aim isn't to disturb or depress you its just to make you realize the transitory nature of our existence. What there is today might not be there tomorrow and in this scenario there is only one thing left to do.
ENJOY LIFE
Enjoy each moment as it comes. Enjoy the time you spend with your family, with your friends, in school and even during studies. Enjoy every bit of it. Quoting SRK from his movie-
" Hasso, Jiyo, Muskurao kya pata Kal Ho Na Ho"
posted by Abhi at 10:03 PM
16 Comments:
hmm thats a very thughtful post abhi
nice nice
p.s. who's this ankit?? and fahad??
Naita: these ppl are 10thies from our skul.
Anu: abhi tune aslee waale jokes sune hii kahan hai...tujhe vaise hii saste jokes sunaata hoon jaise tu mujhe sunaati hai...revenge is sweet!!;)
its not only imp to be nice to the ones who r close to u. if u love the ones who r close to u, u'll automatically be sweet to them. its imp to be nice to EVERYONE.
the most imp mantra of life: dun find mistakes in others. be true to urself and try to improve on ur -ve points...
nice post man............gud to know dat u think bout all da krap i talk bout'in 'brilliant'..
nyways yaar toone phirse mood kharab kar diya thoda.......mazze se burger khate hue aur gaane sunte hue tere posts padh raha tha.......n den sudenly..ur bloody talkin bout' deth....damn uuu marega tu.......
aditya
Hey,
Don't you worry... we are all dying together... and even when you think you are alone, the love of many people is woth you. Even when life is uncertain and many times harsh, and you peole are not physically there with you, their good sense and blessings will!
hey sur( ummm is dat ur name?) i totally agree with your viewpoint. btw do i kno you?!!
Yes U know me, atleast by name...
Try joining you to me. (NOTE: this is not porno);)
hmmmmmm joinin u 2 me.....ummmm sur....abhi
surabhi is dat wat u mean??
btw which surabhi r u...
or i mite be in a completely wrong direction.
Hey, how many Surabhi s do ya know, haan? And how many Surabhi s know you?
THis Surabhi studies in d same room as u all day...
I get a feeling i embarassed U... I am srry if thats the case...
whoa hold on dats not de case!!!
i actually happen2 kno a lot of surabhi's so plzz dunt get offended.
so which romm r we takin abt-skul 1 or my coachin one...........
Forget all that shit! I got thru RMO!!! woo hoo... I am ecstatic...I love you and everybody else in d world:D
Bye
A follow up…They say (the adults) that it is easy to say 'I love you' but you won't even remember that you said it...that it’s just another cliché. And then we convince ourselves that love doesn’t exist and it is just some stupid pretence. no longer sure where the trying to impress ends and we begin… but this is slow poison… we are killing ourselves… not caring about the scars which will be constant reminders of our self-hatred… That is why, I said (and meant too, though you will not believe it, and maybe I don’t believe it too) that I love everyone… coz then, I wouldn’t have to worry about what they think about me when I do this or how can I fit myself here…because sometimes, I just don’t want to be the way I know I will become…Sometimes, its no sense/fun being civilized, building iron walls outside of you Many times I just want to jump and play, never think twice before doing something…(I don’t mean doing “it” ;)
hey surabhi congrats yaar!!
Last words to end d "freakin chat" from Metallica:
(whispering)..And the road becomes my bride..
(is louder)...and the road becomes my bride
I have stripped of all but pride
so in her I do confide
and she keeps me satisfied
gives me all I need
...
but I'll take my time anywhere
I'm free to speak my mind anywhere
and I'll never mind anywhere
anywhere I roam
where I lay my head is home...
& Trust me on this, you wdn't want an ultrahot chick(unless your definition of her happens to xerox everyne else's).
If U wanna comment on any of my comment(s), mail me at beheld_enigma@hotmail.com
namaste no one probably knows me here,by the way my name's abhinav too.....got here while i was searching for saste jokes...sorry for the intrusion but i wanted to pitch in kk ..here goes, most of you must hav heard it but anyways this one is a classic
once there were three cockroaches jo gaa rahe the "aashiq banaya , aashiq banaya , aashiq banaya aapne..but then suddenly all of them die guess why??
why??
why??
why??
kyunki woh gaana HIT tha
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peace
namaste no one probably knows me here,by the way my name's abhinav too.....got here while i was searching for saste jokes...sorry for the intrusion but i wanted to pitch in kk ..here goes, most of you must hav heard it but anyways this one is a classic
once there were three cockroac
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